once in a while , right in the middle of an ordinary life , love gives us a fairytale . .
. . but . .
i just wanna cry . .
i cry for the time that you were almost mine . .
i cry for the memories i've left behind . .
i cry for the pain . .
the lost , the old , the new . .
and . .
i cry for the times i thought i had you . .
there are things that we dont wanna happen but we have to accept . .
things we dont even wanna know but we've got to learn . .
and . .
people we cant live without but have to let 'em go . .
the weirdest thing happened again on me today . . i woke up with tears in my eyes . . and one rolling down my cheek . . and i knew i must have been dreaming about you again . . trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew . . dan aku hairan . . kenapa dalam mimpi tu , aku seolah olah sangat menanti his presence in my dream ? and why when i woke up i cry ? and why do i have to let him go and ask him to let go ? !
my dear pakcik , , i never ever stopped loving you but i just stopped showing it . . i wish i could forget you . . like i forget everything i have studied seconds before an exam . . its hard to pretend you love someone when youre dont . . but it does harder to pretend that you already have forgotten someone you love when youre do remember and love them . . pakcik was never been in my vocabulary book until one day i found out you are the only word i knew . .
pakcik , we should not st0p dreaming because dreaming is the beginning of a dream come true !
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